civil war....

good mornin'....I sit havin' my brew, listenin' to sum music to keep me calm. a bird sings outside my door...sitting here really seeing how one bad apple can spoil the whole bunch. this one bad apple is at church, someone I struggle with. no one has gotten under my skin like her in over 20yrs. she does so with others too. I'm thinking she and I have our own civil war going on, quietly but definitely...it is perfect timing that I leave now b4 it gets worse. 2 my amazement many others can't see the bad apple. it's as if many have blinders on. she has wrecked havoc often for years now, many people leaving just because of her. thank God for change that I'm taking. it'll be quieter where I'm going, sorta like my postal days, out on my own doing community work. I look forward to the solitude again.....in the meantime, I'm going camping next week. just for an overnighter. but that will be the perfect thing for me right now. time in nature just by myself. I've been hiking but had my doggies with me. that's been good too, but sometimes I need solitude from them. so I'll be off for a couple days in nature. I'll take the camera, never know what photos are there to be captured.....only a few more days and I'm outta there.....